how it goes

First your the texting buddy then we became friends, now we are catching feelings, and then the relationship begins...hoping to trust one another..the feelings grow stronger... we both have fallen in love with each other.. with love comes joy, pain, and sometimes sorrow..

I feel like I cant take it anymore. I feel like the one person at school who I did trust just left me hanging. I thought teachers were supposed to help the students! not betrade them!
I really need a vacation I havent been anywhere all year!!!
I was going to go to Disney world with my sister but I didnt have enough money by then then I found out my cousins went and they didnt even invite me so o well!

just want to screammmmmmmmm

MEN

Why are men so crazy!!!??
Why do men have to be soo special ???
why cant men just listen?
who do men cheat
why lie
just be real and tell the truth it wont kill you hahah

Aaron dont say anything crazy about this k

never....

Curosity is life.. Assumption is death.. Open your mind and your heart, and you will open your future.. Embrace the truth.. Be transparent.. Seek diversity.. And never, NEVER, give up on your dreams!!!

family

I am just sooooooooooooooo tired of these people who call theirselve my family!!! My best friend is my family she has always been there for me and never let me down. My BLOOD family dont even do this!

A lot is going on right now and I'm trying to handle it all but its getting rough but with God in my side and with a another vacation I can do it!!!

OK I went to Houston for Layne's 22 birthday, and it was the BOMB!!!! Its like just what I needed to get away. He was perfect !! The hotel, the food, the mall, the drive, being there!

I would like to thank Aunt Lydia and Aunt Shana and my best friend Layne for being the best family a woman can ever ask for!!! I love yall with all my heart!!!

I need to keep in MIND

When will I finally get to be happy? God says that the struggle is over for you,
Mark 11:25-26; HARD WORK PAY'S OFF; "Faliure is not a success until you stop trying; Never settle for anything less than the best. Philippians 4:13 --- I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
The road to success is not straight.





There is a curve called Failure, a loop called Confusion, speed bumps called Friends, red lights called Enemies, caution lights called Family. You will have flats called Jobs. But, if you have a spare called Determination, an engine called Perseverance, insurance called Faith, a driver called Jesus, you will make it to a place called Success.I LOVE JESUS !!!! When people come into your life there their for a season, a reason, or a lifetime don't let drama change your seasons, reasons, or lifetimes !!!!!!!!!

March 26 was just perfect!!! Layne and I drove to Houston in my trunk we listen to A LOT of songs (a lot of memories). I think it was just what I needed!!! I had to come back early Saturday morning to go to practice for church on Sunday.
I had a breakdown when I came home its like I can't hide missing my grandmother :( and nor did I want to come back home.
I've never had a REAL family to care as much as the Martin's care, I really thank God I have them in my life.
I just want to say thank yall for allowing me to have such a great weekend!
Love ya
always
Jcarter

3/13/2010

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God has been soooo good to me more than this OLD world can be to me!

Today felt like it went by so fast, I was supposed to work but switched b/c I had dance practice, I practice from 11-3 yea I know looooong time, but thanks ok I was doing something for God.
I am in a little play for Easter and Ihave to dance also. Im excited about it!

I really need to find another job b/c I dont like having 2 jobs and I cant do what I need to do on the weekend .